Stuck, forever?

I guess that both of us no longer held the same feelings for each other like before yet both of us still stuck at that old loop of time when we used to be together. Seriously, I hate that so much. I hate when I forgot all the things you've done to hurt me. I hate to see myself laughing and completely ignoring the fact that you, were the one who crushed my heart into nothingness. I hate to have to play that one song to remind myself how miserable I was, hoping for you to still care.

I hate to know the fact that I am the one who actually still stuck,
I hate to know that I hate myself for that. 

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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