regret???...m0nday/30 august 2010

i dunn0 wat t0 say ryte n0w...
happy?guilty?regret?s0rr0w?
it is bc0z laz nyte...
seri0usly i feel stupid sumtimes...
why i t0ld him da truth?
i t0ld him everything dat i musnt...
i th0ught he was 0k wif it...but then...
he said dat he's sad...
im really..really..really s0rry dear...
never kn0w dat u stil lurve me...
yea..he said dat...
he said dat maybe he stil hav feeling t0wards me...
and dats why he text me...
first think dat came acr0ss my mind when he text me...
hmm..."ape kene lax mamat ney?"...
and i th0ught dat he's n0t l0acker...
then he said if i dun blieve him...
he'll gimme a call...yea...i miss him s0 much...
i c0uldnt bear t0 hear his v0ice...
he asked me l0tsa questi0n...
lastly...he asked me b0ut my current b0yfie...he heard rum0urs b0ut dat...
s0...dats da reas0n i t0ld him everything...
he said dat he lurve me n th0ught dat i d0nt lurve him...
and me...vice versa...i lurve him..stil..but dunn0 wat his feeling t0ward me...
then...b0th 0f us speechless...
we always late...t00 late...
i dunn0 wats g0in' t0 happen t0 us......

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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i want my l0acker back!!...wed/14th july 2010/10.25pm

me: 0it...seyes neyh!!i want him back!!
u...give him back to me!!

an0ther side 0f me: urghh!!im stupid0...want him back??!
wake up alynn...he's n0t here...
juz f0rget him...

me: umm...n0t dat easy...he's a part 0f me...im n0t living wif 0ut him...
i kn0w it juz a puppy lurve...it w0uldnt l0ng last...it will end...
but i dun want an ending like dis....


p/s:listening t0 da s0ng...c0mm0n den0minat0r...i fall in lurve wif dis s0ng...
it's t0uching me...luv it s00 much....

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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dun trust him...wednesday/7th july 2010/8.45pm

dis is da name fer my bl0g b4...
i dunn0 why i named my bl0g like dis...
dis day...i just thinking why...
maybe im such a cruel...yea...
i put dat as my headline then...
told him t0 read my bl0g...
duhh...stupid think i d0...
surely he w0nt visit my bl0g...
i really dunn0 wat to do...
day by day....i feel like imma heartless....
i think dat my feeling t0ward him...
is getting paler...it juz juz a fate...
i still thinking b0ut him th0ugh we're n0t meant t0 be....

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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pelik ckett

hahha...ta pape taa...
welll...aQ en...thinking ta tetapp...
umm....aQ akn tlis kat bl0g ney aper yg aQ da tlis dlm ketas...
ylaa...en aQ ske tlis kt dlm paper aper yg aQ rse...then...
aQ pk...why n0t law aQ publish kt bl0g neyy jehh...hahha...
aQ un satuu...na wat bl0g tpy tade idea na tulih aper...
ngee...amatur bar00....

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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