i cant f0rget him....duhhh.....

duhh...dis feeling...
crazey...wat i have t0 d0 t0 f0rgt him arrr???
till n0w...i still remember him...
seri0usly i dun wan t0...bc0z he has a new gf...
i supp0sed t0 n0t t0 think b0ut him...
but i cant st0p it....i really wan 2 cry ryte n0w.........
h0w c0uld he d0ne dis t0 me...
i've t0ld him b4...
i said...if u g0t a new gurl...juz tell me...i can accept it n let u g0....
but he didnt...i g0t t0 find it 0ut by myself...
n finally...i kn0w the truth...i kn0w dat gurl....
b0le ta ak ckp dy tuhh prampas???
but i w0uldnt say like dat...i t0ld dis cher t0 my bestie...
faiz razak(thnx t0 him>l0ts)...then he said....
"if u still l0ve him...g0 fight 4 him...if ure n0t...juz d0 n0thing.."
g0sh....i d0 l0ve him...still...but i am s00 weak...i said t0 my bestie dat i w0nt get him back...
th0ugh my l0ve f0r him is s0 deep...s0...i decided t0 let him happy with dat gurl...
i think dat gurl suits wif him...shes kind...cute...
shes g0t evrything dat i have t0 live with0ut....*teardr0ps 0n my guitar...
f0r sure she can make him happy....
what pain i feel inside my heart ryte n0w???
g0d plizz help me....

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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15/5/2010...my cher...

tarikh ney ann...uhh...ak engat ag...klau tawun lps...kirenyer cm anniversary ak c0nfess kt l0acker(dyer arh)....
hahha...tarikh ney gakk arh ak clash nan dyer...
wut???clash???yeahh...it's true...hmm....sdey sungg0hh...
ak dpt msj ney dri dyer wktu mlm n wktu tuhh ak kt cafe che' hem..
actually...im expecting a message fr0m sum0ne but n0t him...
ta sngke lak dyer yg msj...excited...but then...when i 0pened his message....urghh...
jntung ak....jatuhh d0whh,...but i tried t0 c0ntr0l myself infr0nt 0f my fwenz...
ak cool jehh wktu tuhh tp m00d d0wn cket n truss ta ckp pape...
my fwen asked me why...n i said..tarapapa....
ec0k nyer....wktu prep mlm tuhh...ak tataw ant00 ap yg ras0k ak,,...hahha...
ak nanes...dri start prep...smpi abes tuhh...at first...ak ta teruk sgt...
but when da abes n 0mi came t0 my class...she asked me why...i g0 t0 her....
then...i cried n cried n cried...tr0kk sgt...iqbal un ckp dyer ta pnh tgk ak nanes cmtuhh skli...
daa blek blik tuhh...ak tukaa bju then tr0ss tid0w...huh...
ak tataw pe yg ak pk wktu tuhh...ak ader gakk wr0te 0ut ak nyer feeling kt test pad...
hahha...pn0h satu mke surat,,...ngeee....

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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15/5/2010....my cher...

wktu tarikh nie an,...uh...ak sdey cgt2...

ta rmai kwn ak yg taw sal neyhh sbnrnyer...

ak da ta ksaa sgt da skunk...

hmmm...tataw laa klau ak da t0tally lupe an dyer...

ak ta luper dyer...ak juz ta igt sal dyer skunk...

ak ta pk an dyer...yela an...wat pe na pk dyer...

da ta de ap2 hubungan da...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......

ak igt ag jnji dyer tuhh...

dyer un kater an..."i keep my w0rd"...

last2...w0rd tah kemane...keep tah ke mane...

ntah dyer igt ta jnji tuhh un ak tataw lahh...

yg ak taw...ak nan id0p ak...dyer heppi nan id0p dyer...

ak sbnrnyer,,,...tahh..ak rse ak ta syg dyer da...tp ak syg dyer ag

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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salam

i create dis bl0g...maybe f0r him...
i want him 2 read dis...
bc0z...till n0w...
i still l0ve him...
y i cant rem0ve him fr0m my mind...
plizz...
understand me...

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live . laugh . love ^,^

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